anger and chainsaws

February 16, 20203:28pm cabin Struggling. Raw. Thoughts of suicide waft through my mind like a thin wisp of smoke, leaving me wonder, “did I actually just think that?” Have I sunk so far down that I’m thinking of death again? When, how did that happen? Why? Perhaps, I just should. Indulge once. Forever be doneContinue reading “anger and chainsaws”