I am Goddess Nayelli and my realm is the forest.

I have fallen so deeply in love with nature. I have spent hours and hours roaming around in the bush over Christmas and during the new years. Searching for healing. Searching for solace. Deeping deep into my seeping wounds. Facing the darkness head on. Asking for healing. I took whatever was freely given. I soakedContinue reading “I am Goddess Nayelli and my realm is the forest.”

Solstice – present and past

Written on Solstice 2019  A year ago, I went to Medicine Man’s to prepare myself for the winter solstice festivity that evening.  It was a ritual of sorts.  A goddess letting go of what no longer served her.  A goddess accentuating her beauty for herself, but also for Gentle Giant.  Medicine Man proclaimed me “smokinContinue reading “Solstice – present and past”

roiling rage

December 14, 2019  3:30pm  My dead mother’s birthday. The mother I don’t miss, the mother I wish I had never known.  The mother who wounded me so deeply, the hate still lingers.  My Mother, extended family, church and community are all enmeshed.  I work at healing, and I have healed a lot, but lately I’ve beenContinue reading “roiling rage”