my first shamanic journey

February 4, 2020 Shamanism. I am deeply drawn to shamanism. I love the earthiness of it. I love that there is no talking needed. I love the spirit guides and spirit animals. I love that it integrates whole body healing. It seems to be the latest thing in spiritualism. Particularly ayahasca and other hallucinagenic plantContinue reading “my first shamanic journey”

the bush and the concrete prison

Exploring the two sides of me.  In the bush I am:  kind, stable, strong, assured, at peace, gentle, caring, loving, a healer, all knowing, a goddess   Out in society I am:  fearful, anxious, untidy, unmotivated, overwhelmed, over-stimulated, not understood, very sensitive, not supported, alone, CUT OFF FROM HER TRUE ESSENCE, to many responsibilities to manage,Continue reading “the bush and the concrete prison”

Solstice – present and past

Written on Solstice 2019  A year ago, I went to Medicine Man’s to prepare myself for the winter solstice festivity that evening.  It was a ritual of sorts.  A goddess letting go of what no longer served her.  A goddess accentuating her beauty for herself, but also for Gentle Giant.  Medicine Man proclaimed me “smokinContinue reading “Solstice – present and past”