gratitude – truth and love and the darkness inbetween

the boys!

The past year has been heartbreaking for me in terms of relationships. I’ve never been good at them, and when I moved to Thelma in late 2018, I opened up my heart and actively pursued friendships. I found that many people were not able to reciprocate. People were happy to get together with me, talkContinue reading “the boys!”

I am Goddess Nayelli and my realm is the forest.

I have fallen so deeply in love with nature. I have spent hours and hours roaming around in the bush over Christmas and during the new years. Searching for healing. Searching for solace. Deeping deep into my seeping wounds. Facing the darkness head on. Asking for healing. I took whatever was freely given. I soakedContinue reading “I am Goddess Nayelli and my realm is the forest.”

piano moving and grey hairs

I found out this fall how attached I am to my piano. I had to wait for my Mom to die before it was gifted to me. It was the piano that kept me alive during high school. I practiced hours a day. Over the summer it was stored in a highway trailer while IContinue reading “piano moving and grey hairs”