February 16, 20203:28pm cabin Struggling. Raw. Thoughts of suicide waft through my mind like a thin wisp of smoke, leaving me wonder, “did I actually just think that?” Have I sunk so far down that I’m thinking of death again? When, how did that happen? Why? Perhaps, I just should. Indulge once. Forever be doneContinue reading “anger and chainsaws”
Category Archives: anxiety
money, money, money… tired of it
poor…but safe and warm
December 8, 20199:58pm I am ending the weekend feeling so discouraged due to being triggered over money. I am living on $340 a month plus whatever I make from my crafts and odd jobs. BUT… I am only allowed to earn $200 before social assistance takes 70% of it away. I live the best lifeContinue reading “poor…but safe and warm”
truth and love and the darkness inbetween 